Give Thanks

We all have things to be thankful for at this time of year--and always. But since we all go through our days so very busy, we miss out on appreciating the little things in our day to be grateful for. Many people I know have taken the “thankfulness challenge” by writing down a few things they are thankful for each day for 30 days. I think writing them down makes us be physically aware of them and can refer back to them often.  Even though it is difficult to do, I hope to be mindful of all I have to be thankful for every month, not just during this time of year. 

As special parents, it is difficult at times to stop and truly notice what we have to be grateful for on any given day. Between appointments, surgeries, school issues, etc…it is hard to see the blessings in all of it. But at the same time, if we look close and pay attention, we will see that we have so many things to be thankful for that most people take for granted with their children.

If you are a parent of typical children, my prayer for you this week is that you will appreciate and truly express gratitude for all the things ---even the smallest things, that your child is able to do that you may take for granted. How they walk with ease, tell you with their voice what they feel, or their ability to be independent and do things for themselves---believe it or not, these are little miracles that you should be grateful for. 

And if you are a special parent, I pray that you take note of my words and my heart and be aware of the little things each day that make your child unique—and celebrate and be thankful for all the things he or she can do, rather than focusing on their limitations.  

In our busy days, it is so easy to become preoccupied with things that aren't really worth our time or energy. All of us get used to the "stress" of all we need to do on any given day. But, in reality, it's not really stress. It is just life. Our busyness takes over and gets labeled as stress....and in the midst of it, we miss all the beauty around us that we should be truly thankful for.

Ephesians 5:20 states, "Always give thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ." 

Let's commit to give thanks always....for everything.

~Maria

Angel on Earth

There are  many special Moms that go beyond the word "special." I don't have a specific word to describe these women. They do what the rest of us do...but they take their gift to another level. They truly are gifted, they truly are the Chosen.

I have the privilege of knowing one such Mom very well. My friend, Jeannie, is the mother of Chloe. Chloe is a person with spina bifida, and more recently has had many health issues in addition to her everyday challenges. She has spent most of the past year in the hospitalized from many surgeries and complications...with her mom right by her side--doing what she needed to do to be strong for her baby girl.

Last week, at the age of twelve, Chloe went to be with the Lord. Her little body couldn't handle the stress of it all, and she received her angel wings.

She is now singing and dancing with her fellow angels--free of Drs., surgeries, medications, and movement limitations.  She is an angel now but was truly an angel when she was here on earth. She made everyone smile and she lit up every room she entered.

My prayer this week is that you will notice the angels in your daily life. You may not realize how they effect your life on a larger scale...because they are around you daily, and their gift may not shout out to you in big neon colors.

But they are there.

Because of Chloe, I am making a conscious decision to not take the angels in my life for granted. I know they come in forms of my beautiful, amazing  friends, sisters, family, and, of course, my children and husband. I am very blessed and have made a commitment to thank them and be grateful for them.

They will all get their wings one day, too. So I will enjoy them and recognize their impact on my life.

I know Jeannie recognized the amazing light of hope, love, and strength Chloe was to her each and every day even through her hardest days.

Please pray for this beautiful family.

While Chloe was hospitalized, her friends, appropriately named, "Chloe's Angels" created a fund to help the family offset the cost of her medical expenses, and to help with funeral costs.

You can find the site here: http://www.gofundme.com/88al0g

This is Chloe and I at a challenger baseball game...she was shining her smile on me that day, and I will be forever grateful for this moment.

Thank you, sweet Chloe for being an angel to so many. 

~Maria

Italian Warmth...

"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel." -Maya Angelou

I always say that having compassion and empathy for others is part of my DNA.

I don't think it happens by accident, I feel the family factor has much to do with it.

I was fortunate enough to be born into a big, Italian family. If you know anything about Italians, you know that we are huggers. Lots of hugs and kisses...given at hellos, good byes, and for everything else in between!

I think that's where my feelings for others---being able to feel what they feel--and empathize, comes from. I saw it modeled each and every day, and felt it in the atmosphere of our home. It oozed out of my parents, and it spilled into my two sisters, my brother, and me.

People often comment to me that I have a gift for empathizing with people, and, in turn, helping them. Although I am very grateful that they call it my gift, I know it was a gift that was given to me not only by God, but also by my parents and extended family.

Because of this, I know it is so important to have kids that are capable of feeling for others also.

Don't we all want them to grow up to be compassionate human beings? To be able to be the voice of hope and sincerity when people need it the most?

This can only be modeled--in our voices, our actions, and the tone we set for the space that we all dwell.

Regardless of the kind of home you grew up in, or the family you were born into, I'm sure that being a parent changed you. Someone calling you 'Mom' or 'Dad' altered the make-up of your heart and gave you the ability to create your own unique atmosphere that fosters this kind of warmth.

Please don't misunderstand me in thinking that my home is constantly flowing with positive , quiet voice tones  and angelic singing. Remember I told you I'm Italian...100% Italian. I am by no means claiming that my house is a quiet, serene place each and every day.Voices are loud, crazy mom comes out of me at about 9pm every night.... But I will tell you, that at the end of the day, my kids know that my husband and I love each other---and them--more than anything in this world. I hope and pray daily that they will grow up secure in who they are, and that a piece of my love and compassion for others will be instilled inside of them forever.


My prayer for you this week is that you will recognize the moments in the busyness of your day that this compassion-love-warmth-can be shown to your kids. And that you will be able to instill this gift to them..just by being you.

~Maria

What Doesn't Kill You....

I have had alot of "why" moments lately. Why do so many people in this world have to hurt?" Why does it seem like others have multiple things  to endure in this lifetime while others seem to go through their days worry-free?

I know as a Christian, I am not supposed to ask these questions. John 16:33 states it clearly:" I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."

So, in faith--having TRUE faith--we must believe.
I've learned that believing is a choice. A choice we must make daily...whatever the hour, day, or month may bring, it begins with choosing.

Because of my "special motherhood" and my husband's recent fight against cancer, I have to choose. So many people have said to me "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" and "God will never give you more than you can handle."

And I think, aren't I strong enough now? How much faith does God have in me??
Some days, the questions haunt me, and doubt tries to seep in.

But I know that I know that God made me a survivor, a warrior. He chose me for all of these things, just as much as I have to make the conscious choice to believe that He is in all of it. Always. Each and every moment of my life.

I was in the pity/doubt mode a few months ago, and I found an interview article with Joyce Meyer in Called magazine. For those of you that may not know who Joyce Meyer is--she is an amazing woman of God and teacher of His word. She has a fiery, no-nonsense spirit that makes you listen when she talks.

She is also no stranger to pain. She spent all of her childhood (into adulthood)  being sexually abused by her father. She speaks about it candidly, so that viewers can know how she has overcome.

This is an excerpt from the article...which spun me right out of my pity party:

 “I just started working with a new strength training coach, and he told me that when I got to repetition 9 or 10, if I felt the weight I was lifting was going to be too much, I could use my own discretion about when to stop. I told him that if the goal was 10, I would do 10 (if there was any possible way for me to do it). I said, ‘If I quit early, you can be guaranteed that I absolutely could not go on.’ I wasn't bragging; that is just the way I am. I had to make that decision early in life when I was being abused, and no adult was willing to help me. I had to make it again when my first husband walked out on me when I was pregnant, so he could live with another woman. I had to make it again when God called me into ministry, and I was asked to leave my church – resulting in me losing all of my friends. When my strength was gone, I finally realized I needed to rely on God’s strength. [...] Perhaps the reason God didn't rescue me from all these difficulties was for the purpose of building that determination in me – because without it, none of us can do anything great in life. If you have big dreams, then you’ll need determination.” 



And all of a sudden a light bulb went off.

This is who He created me to be-this is the life He has given me--just for me. He made my circumstances and struggles to form me into the strong, determined woman He wants me to be....and He has given me big, God-sized dreams in the meantime.  He dealt me this hand of cards because He wants me to rely on Him for everything and be confident in who I am.

My prayer this week is that you will find hope in the struggles you are facing. Hope that you will become stronger than you were before, not just because the phrase says you will, but because you truly believe this is the path you were meant to be on. I pray that He will also show you dreams that could only come from Him, and you will choose to believe.

You were chosen for your unique journey--and your faith and determination will grow with each step.


"All you need to remember is that God will never let you down; he'll never let you be pushed past your limit; he'll always be there to help you through it." (1 Cor 10:13, MSG).

~Maria


See the entire Joyce Meyer article at:

http://calledmagazine.com/inspiration/item/330-cover-story-joyce-meyer/330-cover-story-joyce-meyer?start=3